Tuesday, October 11, 2011

restless.


Someone help me think.
I am restless.
Chelsea told me that a few weeks ago and it hit the nail on the head.
That's the perfect word to describe where my mind's at.

Restless.

I am craving change.
I am longing for a new chapter--something rich and promising.
Something exciting and exhilarating.
Something lasting.
Something unknown. Someone unknown? Somewhere unknown?

I can't put my finger on it.
I'm praying, because it seems the only logical step at this moment.
I'm not the type to quit my job and run away on a whim.
But I might day dream about it.
About the adventure of something new.

I don't love the uncertainty of where I am right now.
My world's been flipped a little wildly the last few months.

I am begging Jesus for a couple of things.
One of them---

DIRECTION.

What's next Lord?

Am I the only one who wishes I could sit right down with him and sip coffee and talk for hours and know precisely what I should do next?

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